One single moment in time, and I was set free from all of my past burdens. All that I once was, was swept from my old identity; into the dust it vanished.
I am no longer a slave to fear. I am no longer a burdened worrier. I am no longer an unbeliever of my worth. I am no longer shrugging off my value; my heart, my being as a whole.
"For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin." Romans 6:6
He has taken my pieces, my brokenness, my abandonment, my worries, my 'invisible eye' for my worth... and created a crystal out of me. Each day, He is perfecting my crystal.
A crystal of His Own.
He has given me a new vision, and with that I see his glory. Glory after glory after glory, He reigns.
I am still becoming. The unmaking is near.
I have been washed clean of all past identity that may have made my destiny unclear. I do finally BELIEVE in my purpose, my destiny, His will for my life.
My millions of tiny pieces of shattered glass are being lifted up, and made into the one true form I was destined to be.
Beauty in the breaking. Beauty out of ashes. Only when you're broken are you whole.
Crystalized: "to give a definite, precise, and usually permanent form to. Prevented from decaying or spoiling and prepared for future use."
Amennnn, Lord. You are giving me permanent form. You are preparing me for future use.
I am your crystal.
I am shining this light of yours to all around me. With the air that I breathe, each breath outward is for your glory.
You have chosen me. You have set my past identity free. You have taken my millions of pieces and formed them into what you've always longed for me to become.
I am willing, I am able, I am surrendered to your name. For your purpose I am redeemed. I am called. Crystalized is my name.
"Certainly you made my mind and heart; you wove me together in my mother’s womb. I will give you thanks because your deeds are awesome and amazing. You knew me thoroughly." Psalm 139:13-14
YOU KNEW MY DESTINY BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN.
I AM FOREVER YOURS.